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Ecclesiastes 9:7-10 "7 Go, eat your bread with joy, And drink your wine with a merry heart; For God has already accepted your works. 8 Let your garments always be white, And let your head lack no oil. 9 Live joyfully with the wife whom you love all the days of your vain life which He has given you under the sun, all your days of vanity; for that is your portion in life, and in the labor which you perform under the sun. 10 Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might; for there is no work or device or knowledge or wisdom in the grave where you are going." This section of verses in my opinion is the consummate summation of the entire book of Ecclesiastes. There are a lot of lessons just in this small section of verses that I feel that I and we as a nation need and should learn. Now anyone who reads what I occasionally write on this blog will realize that I am not a fan of saying things that apply to our nation, I have a tendency to focus on the individual and...

I work all the time, and there is something that I have noticed lately about working while being a pastor, and that is that I don’t feel like I’m working. Just a few months ago, for the provisioner process in the Eastern Pa conference I mapped out all my hours. What I found was that I am averaging 60 hours a week, and right now I know if I took the time to map out my hours again I would find the same average being maintained. There are a couple of reasons I find this fascinating, one is that I have had some really rough weeks, tough conversations, and even tougher situations and more often than not I still want to go to work the next day. Another item that I find fascinating is that I while I may be running around doing things, I find that I still like my job. There has been trying experiences in the past two years, there have been situations I wish I would never have been put in, but I still enjoy doing what I do. I love being able to study scripture, foster community, and engag...

What a rough night. Bible study is normally good, and I guess it was still good tonight. But when I had to say that a child's behavior in the sanctuary was off limits for discussion it became maybe we need a pastor who is more "seasoned." I'm tiered of being told that I'm not old enough, that a congregation is molding me to be what they want. I've resisted molding by two very different schools of thought at VFCC and LTS, and while I am learning from this church, I refuse to be molded into any one set type of pastor other than what God would have me be. And I don't think they liked it...I don't know...

Ecclesiastes 7:13-14 NIV "13 Consider what God has done: Who can straighten what he has made crooked? 14 When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future. " I take these verses to be a reminder to all of us about the reality of life. From what I've seen its always easy for people to praise God when things are going well, the problem is when things are difficult. The bad times are the moments when we refuse to acknowledge both our part and Gods part of the bad times. In the words of the teacher here God does have a part in the bad times. Something I'm going to have to think about is the part of God in the good and bad within Ecclesiastes. At the moment I think with this passage maybe the most important part of it is the first part of the verse, "who can straighten what he has made crooked?" Sometimes we need to leave things, leave situ...

Ecclesiastes 6:11 NRSV “The more the words, the less the meaning, and how does that profit anyone?” First off I apologized to anyone who was reading my devotional posts on Ecclesiastes, I admit for the last couple of months I got out of the habit so I hope I’m back on the ball now. Except of course I’m going on vacation next week. This verse really jumped out at me when I read chapter six. All the commentaries I’ve read so far haven’t given much attention to this particular verse. It’s been all about how the Teacher still sees life as pointless and the wise no better off then the foolish. While this is true, this particular verse spoke to me as a Pastor. The danger in being a pastor is we like to talk, we pile our words upon each other. Generally we do it to convince people of something or to paint a verbal picture, but I doubt many of us have tried the less is better option. I hope and pray that I will know when to say little and when to say much.

This is a difficult post for me. This past week Olivia had a dr's appointment to test her hearing. Hearing loss is hereditary in my family, my mom has it, my older brother and myself both had hearing loss. When my brothers kids were born, and as they have grown up they have been repeatedly tested for hearing problems and all of the tests have been good, none of them have hearing loss. This week at Olivia's Drs appointment we found out that she has moderate hearing loss. To give you an idea I have severe hearing loss. Profound hearing loss is completely no hearing. Olivia will have to wear hearing aids her entire life. Now I want to make it clear, I love my daughter tremendously, and that love has not diminished. And hearing loss is not the end of the world. I've had hearing loss my whole life and I think I turned out pretty good. But there will be struggles she will have, things she will have to over come. She will learn that people are not as accepting as they pr...

Well yesterday I bought three new Cd's in preparation for our Disney trip at the end of the month. I got the Hair Spray soundtrack for Olivia, who absolutely loves the movie. I also got Boston's greatest hits which I'm still listening to and I have to say I'm really enjoying. I remember my dad being into Boston and I never had any interest in them until lately. Like all bands I get really into I've bought a greatest hits album first and then may buy more as the fancy strikes me. The final CD I bought was No Line on the Horizon, the new U2 album. I was patient in purchasing it, we didn't have the money until recently. Actually like most U2 albums I've found the major song that's being pushed "Get your Boots" is actually not the best song on the album. I'm still listening to it and I'll write a post soon enough on what I think is the best song, suffice it to say that I am enjoying myself quite a bit now listening to all the new mu...