Kontakion

I work all the time, and there is something that I have noticed lately about working while being a pastor, and that is that I don’t feel like I’m working. Just a few months ago, for the provisioner process in the Eastern Pa conference I mapped out all my hours. What I found was that I am averaging 60 hours a week, and right now I know if I took the time to map out my hours again I would find the same average being maintained. There are a couple of reasons I find this fascinating, one is that I have had some really rough weeks, tough conversations, and even tougher situations and more often than not I still want to go to work the next day. Another item that I find fascinating is that I while I may be running around doing things, I find that I still like my job. There has been trying experiences in the past two years, there have been situations I wish I would never have been put in, but I still enjoy doing what I do. I love being able to study scripture, foster community, and engag

What a rough night. Bible study is normally good, and I guess it was still good tonight. But when I had to say that a child's behavior in the sanctuary was off limits for discussion it became maybe we need a pastor who is more "seasoned." I'm tiered of being told that I'm not old enough, that a congregation is molding me to be what they want. I've resisted molding by two very different schools of thought at VFCC and LTS, and while I am learning from this church, I refuse to be molded into any one set type of pastor other than what God would have me be. And I don't think they liked it...I don't know...

Ecclesiastes 7:13-14 NIV "13 Consider what God has done: Who can straighten what he has made crooked? 14 When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future. " I take these verses to be a reminder to all of us about the reality of life. From what I've seen its always easy for people to praise God when things are going well, the problem is when things are difficult. The bad times are the moments when we refuse to acknowledge both our part and Gods part of the bad times. In the words of the teacher here God does have a part in the bad times. Something I'm going to have to think about is the part of God in the good and bad within Ecclesiastes. At the moment I think with this passage maybe the most important part of it is the first part of the verse, "who can straighten what he has made crooked?" Sometimes we need to leave things, leave situ